Hating, Loving You More
By Ariel C. Cabasag
Date: March 28, 2024
Ch. 3Chapter 3- Discovery of Denver’s love


Sitting in the chair where Denver’s eyes gazed at the captivating title,” loving you.” I longed to attach my eyes to the book. Initially, I shook my body while reading the fascinating lines, which dribbled my arms. I could describe the moment, like staying in heaven where I read the romantic lines. That pulled my stress thinking about my past. The moment I read the text, I felt chuffed, putting my eyes to the story. It shut my life to the cloying sky, where I never felt dejected.

An eye captured the text tirelessly, even if my mind felt ennui thinking about my academic journey. After seeing the author’s name, “Kaye,” my arms shuddered knowing that the woman, whom I broke the glass with, had something to tell in my heart. I could not believe what I had read. The moment I saw the lines,” letting you know, Denver I shook my saccharine heart thinking about you. That might have dribbled into my heart, imagining how tantalizing your arm was.” After knowing that, endless quaking in my cell while reading those lines. And I wanted to fly to the place where I may meet her. Even in the absence of sunrise in the sky.

On the other hand, Kaye, I never stopped thinking about the ravishing guy. The moment I casted back in his face, an arm shook to the cloying star. Even the nights or days, I still attached my heart to his pan, in line with Denver, who thought the same with her. With that, Denver, I wanted to break my relationship with Araiza, however I felt pity to let her go in my heart.

One night, I met Araiza, my sweetheart below the lovely star where I put my cloying heart to her. I shook my heart to let her know, revealing what I have been feeling for Kaye. However, Araiza had an endless grip on my hands, which forever attached to my romantic pan. The moment I stared at her soldier face, my eyes fell down the tears. If I would have to say this,” letting you know, I wanted to give up,” yet I felt clumsy to reveal that.
After leaving the place where I hugged Araiza’s arms. It was so sweet like bees. The moment I discovered Kaye’s feelings for me. I could not refuse to pay for the amount of eyeglasses I broke. However, my tiny hands craved to hug her, how salient to bridge with her.

Countless nights I dreamed about Kaye’s story, which might have made me insane thinking about her. That blind imagination, it led into a sweet dream at night: I got shocked why Kaye loved me, and why she often got enraged at me. That night, I slept in the bed where I slowly stared at the lovely girl, who slept beside me. Seeing her full image, I noticed that she’s my enemy, who looked withered to her lovely eyes. The light turned off, a dimmed object hugging at me. That would have tempted my arms to hug her. I could not explain why I wanted to attach my arms with her shoulder.
The time I clicked her arms, I noticed that I lay down on my bed. I could not imagine how enticing my night would be to recall her. I wanted to close my eyes, to dream of her again for a night. However, Araiza kept on calling my phone to be there for her birthday to be held in the hotel. I felt withered to respond, but my heart did not want her to feel down in the dumps, if I could not go there.

I let her know that I had a melancholy day, yet I heard an endless scream. The moment I heard it, the more I got confused; if I was crazy or not. Araiza never stopped calling over my phone, until I accepted her invitation. That would make her feel over the moon, to imagine my day.

While Kaye, I kept on thinking about him while I lay down on my bed. Even if I stared at the book, I gazed at Denver’s face on the pages of my book. So, I went back to the school where I met Araiza and Denver were talking in the bay seriously. Instead of feeling chuffed knowing what they talked about. However, I felt a green-eyed monster to imagine their closeness. So, I visited the library without hesitation, I got astonished after seeing the lovely poetry written by Denver. It was entitled,” What if I would love you,” clipping my eyes to the title, which deeply put my heart to the sea, waiting for his enticing love. I accepted that my feelings looked like a hot star. However, I felt anxious to face his arms, if I was the right woman, to ride his tantalizing image. I had an unforgettable day, when I wrote a love story for him which would have never been put into the cave.

That night, Araiza’s heart shuddered seeing the handsome face, which contained a dreadful face. I asked him confidently,” why do you feel ghast?” Letting you chuckle, celebrating my day. However, a true heaven couldn’t be found today.” I talked to him, showing a courageous face. Hearing her words made me awake. With a thunder smile, I responded to her,” I feel under the weather, I need to be understood,” then, I kissed her smooth face.
Gripped by Denver’s lips, it would make my day special. I couldn’t imagine how precious the lip was. So, I drove the car quickly to the hotel where I celebrated my natal day with him. It was a tantalizing night having dinner, filled my night. After a few hours, I forced him to drink some beverages on the table till I tempted the guy, who was about to lay down in the bed. On the other hand, Denver, I never knew what I consciously did in the room with her.

Lying in bed with the guy, who got drunk. It was a seductive experience engaging with him, due to Araiza’s feelings for the guy. She let the guy do it, no matter what happened that night. Even if Denver never wanted to happen between them,” taking a snappy sleep with the guy, it was the sweetest night that I ever had experienced.”
(While Denver hugged the uncovered Araiza’s hidden body, which was captured by his eyes. What she had thought about her, the girl who lay down to his arms, the woman whom he wanted clutching at her arms, to finally accept what he had done to her. )

It’s an endless night clutching my heaven to the guy, whom I loved more than myself. I kissed Denver’s face many times, which was an enticing night to lay down my night with him.
On the other hand, Kaye, I spent my time contemplating my academic tasks in school. Though I never had a wonderful time to think about it. I took five hours to stay in the black room where I imagined how to finish my tasks. Unexpectedly, I heard a loud voice,” let my heart thy find you, even if everything seemed dark.” I perceived Denver’s image, which clutched at my arms plainly. Hearing his voice, it would have trembled my cells. So, I wanted to see him, even if he would not have stared at me, anyways my feelings for him would never be scarred.

In the bed where Denver slept, so far, I felt exhausted shifting my arms to the floor where I lay down, and I heard a woman’s giggle,” good morning, baby.” It was so sweet drenching in my ears, but my heart ran the blood glaring at her face. So, I told her, filled with an enraged voice,” what did you do to me, Araiza?” I shook my teeth at her.
It took a million nights to cast Denver’s voice, so Araiza put her teeth together upon seeing the lovely man. The moment I saw her reaction, I stood and slapped her face violently,” why did you uncover my clothes? You are just my sweetheart, so you should not do that to me. You can wait that,” I yelled in front of her. I could not imagine, to describe my tiger feelings for her.

I quaked my cells while gazing at Denver’s face, which looked like a tiger. I would not like replying to his question. But the guy kept on pushing my head to the wall. So, I uttered my words slowly," Listen to me, you have been showing your love to me, and I also do that to you. Well, if you love me, don’t hurt me, be glad for what I did for you.” I confidently told him, but the guy’s tears fell down. Then, he left to the room where I took something from him.

I could not imagine how dreadful I have been feeling for him. While I heard his terrible words,” you have been putting my life to the fire.” I kept on asking myself why he’s not happy with our relationship with me.
(A night when Denver could not accept what happened to his life. He loved Araiza but he’s not ready to attach his heaven for her. What he has been waiting for the woman, whom he put his dreams, since he was young)
What if Araiza got pregnant and Denver was not ready to marry her, since he loved somebody else. Do you think Denver may have lived a happy life?



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