Ausha's POV

I took a rest immediately when I got back to the mansion, I didn't even eat at night because I didn't feel like eating, I just didn't feel like eating, I was feeling sad and I knew it was because Thyro lied to me. I still don't understand how he could lie to me, who am I to him, right? Even though I don't feel like getting up, I still get up, I won't let Thyro's lie affect me. I know him, he has a strong reason why he was able to lie to me.

"Good morning Nanny Fell, what you cook is delicious, it smells good," I said and smiled even though it didn't reach my eyes. Nanny smiled when she saw me.

"Oh, yes hija, your husband has requested this too," she replied while mixing the marinated chicken. My reaction was shock. So Lance requested it? What's with him now?

"Is it Lance? Didn't he go to work, did he?" I didn't feel him come home last night and even this morning because maybe I was tired and I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings.

She nodded. "Yes, he didn't come in today hija, he said his cousins and friends from other countries will come and visit here," she said happily.

"But he didn't mention anything to me," I added.

"Let it be that your husband is like that sometimes he doesn't say what he does but you will be surprised by what he does, I will finish cooking and we will eat."

"Where is Lance nanny?"

"It's in the pool area hija, please call your husband and we'll eat," nanny ordered me.

"Go ahead, Fell." I saw him sitting near the pool area and reading a news paper, I approached him and took a bite.

"Ah... Lance, let's eat, the food is ready," I called to him. He turned to me with an expressionless face

"Okay."

Kliara also joined the meal, she still has school and she said he still has a lot to fix and study according to her. While eating, no one broke the silence, when we finished eating, I helped Nannny put away what we ate.

When we finished I went out of the kitchen and thought of hanging out in the library. I stopped reading when a red car stopped, and three men who I know came out, the first one who got off was wearing a white t-shirt and white pants, the second one was wearing black shorts and Lance met them and shook hands.

I couldn't hear what they were talking about because the seat was a bit far from them, but I knew a man, Thyro, who was wearing black pants and black shoes. He was wearing a white polo shirt. I smiled bitterly. How can I deal with you now? Thyro?

I don't know if I can still believe the lies you tell me, but I believe you have a reason and I will stick to it again, I will let you tell me your reason why you were able to lie to me. After a while, the three of them entered the house and went to the living room.

"Love come here," Lance called me when he saw me looking at them.

I put down the book I was reading and went to their place, his cousins hadn't noticed me yet, they were busy talking, while the man I knew would lie to me was staring at me, I met his sharp eyes staring, his forehead wrinkled and he slightly clenched his fists which he immediately put into his pants.

When I got close, Lance quickly reached me and wrapped his left arm around my waist.

"Be a good woman," he whispered emphatically and squeezed my waist. Lance smiled to get the attention of his cousins and friends and that's how it happened that their attention went to us.

"Guys just meet again my wife, Ausha, and love, they're my cousin Thyro and my friends," Lance said.

Lance's friends stood up one by one. "Hi Ausha, remember me?" Brother Ashish asked, I remembered him because of his body and playboy face, I just smiled.

"I think you're Brother Ash right?" I asked him back. A silly smile escaped his lips.

"You really remember my good looks, right? Right, my good looks are really different, I don't forget, even my friend's wife is looking good at me hahahaha!" I could hardly see his eyes because of his smile and laughter.

I smiled, brother Ashish is happy go lucky man, even if he is windy at least you can laugh with his wind and jokes. He was wearing white pants with a white polo shirt, and white with black Vans shoes.

"Tsk! Right next to that womanizer." Shad bumped brother Ash's shoulder so he stepped back and stopped laughing. Brother Ash immediately hit brother Shad so he grabbed his head and turned Ash.

"What is that for? Why are you fighting? You're making me feel ashamed of Ausha." Shad's thick eyebrows came together while still looking at Ash. A smirk escaped from Ash.

"Remember, you were the first to collide, and I just returned it in shame." I just shook my head. Shad blinked quickly, obviously because of what happened just now.

Shad turned to me and smiled. "I'm sorry for that, I know you already know me but, let me introduce myself, I'm Shad Aenon Astrero, Shad for short. My work is chief's captain Seaman."

"Tsk, the seaman must be a fool..." Ash hissed.

"Don't mind him, Ausha, that's just itching because he couldn't find a woman to make him wise," Shad said and Ash smiled sweetly.

His face soured at what shad said. "That's a fool bro!" Brother Ash said. Ash turned to Thyro who was still staring at me.

"You Beastfriend, would you like to introduce yourself to Ausha?" Big Brother Ash asked with a silly smile on his lips. Shad also tasted it and went back to sitting.

"Why would I? We already know each other, should I introduce myself again?" Thyro asked me. They all looked at me as if waiting for my answer.

"Um—" I was interrupted when Nanny Fell looked up from the kitchen.

"You guys are already here?! Why don't you have a snack first, hija help me prepare their snack." I breathed a sigh of relief, saved by Nanny Fell. Thanks God.

"Sit down first, we'll prepare a snack first," I replied with a smile and removed Lance's arm that was still wrapped around my waist.

"Don't do any stupid thing, woman," Lance simply whispered to me and let me go. I swallowed and nodded, quickly going to the kitchen.

I caught up with Nanny Fell preparing juice so I took some breads for stuffing, I will make a sandwich for the guest.

"Thank you Fell for earlier," I thanked her while filling the buns, Nanny turned to me and smiled.

"For what hija? I haven't done anything for you to thank me for?" this question came back to me.

"Just thank you." Even though she was confused, she just smiled.

When we finished, we brought the snack to the living room together, Thyro and Lance were not there. When we put down the snack, nanny immediately said goodbye to do something in the kitchen.

"Can I ask?" Ashish asked, I nodded and smiled a little.

"Sure, brother Ash," I replied and sat on the opposite sofa. He raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"Brother Ash?"

"Brother Ashish is too tall, so what's that?" I asked again.

"Does your husband treat you well? Lance? I hope he doesn't hurt you? If he does something wrong please don't hesitate to tell us hmm..." he said seriously even his face was serious .

Shall I say, that Lance raped me twice? But I'll be angry with Lance when he finds out that I reported, I don't want it to be worse for him if I report, even if it's against my heart I have to lie. I swallowed because my saliva felt dry.

"Ahm... Lance is kind to me, and he hasn't h-hurt me even once," I lied.

"Maybe for now, he's not hurting you, but I know Lance well, apart from the girls he has left and right, he's also a fuck boy, don't hesitate to report to me--we, Ausha, don't tolerate a friend's stupidity It's ours," brother Shad said while pouring juice.

So they know what Lance secret? Why Lance being a fuckboy then? Yes his a badboy and bad husband for me but... I know he has a reason and that's what I don't know, why is Lance so mad at me?

What sin or mistake did I do to him to make him suffer and hurt me? My attention was diverted when my cell phone rang, I said goodbye to them first.

*Yanna's Calling...*

"You were summoned? Yanna?" I answered her call, I'm currently inside the mini library. The music on the other line was loud, he was in a crowded and noisy place.

"R-RJ because..." she sobbed on the other line, making me nervous.

"W-What happened to brother RJ? W-Where are you? Y-Yanna?" I asked one question after another. I'm nervous, this is bad.

"I-I'm in... Desire Club, and RJ is c-cheating on m-me!"

"W-Wait—what? How come? RJ can't do that, maybe you're just making a mistake, Yanna?" I asked again.

"And you're back at the Desire Club? G-Get out of there!" my final order.

"I see him with her slut bitch! N-Naked the girl is under him r-riding his dick, I... I'm already b-breakup with him, I n-never thought that he would c-cheat on our r -relationship for the 3 y-years we've been together, he just wasted it, fuck him, fuck her bitch!" It was like I was speechless, it didn't even occur to me that RJ would be fooling Yanna, boy's are really a pain in the ass! Fuck them all!

"I-I'm going to see you Yanna, stay ther—"

"No, I can handle myself b-best, I know you have problems too, I can do it best! A-Am I still? Hahahaha!" she rasped and laughed, it was obviously trying.

"Y-Yanna, please," I begged softly. The disco music at Desire Club was playing loud because I could hear it over the background music of the cell phone.

"I'm going home too, later d-don't worry about me best, I'll just enjoy the s-sick first... I can move on with him too, fuck that man! There's a lot that can be exchanged for him! Rj is a f-fucking asshole!"

"Yann—"

*toot*

Suddenly the other phone line went dead. I gripped my cell phone tightly. Why do boys lie and cheat on their girls? How can they do that to the person they love? Why do they have to go left just to fill their needs?

They can't imagine how the woman they love will feel when they cheat! If they really love their girlfriend, they won't think of finding someone else, it's useless, they don't love her anymore or they want to break up.

I was about to go back to the living room when I suddenly jumped in shock as Thyro was behind me, his face was serious and it was obvious that he had been listening to our conversation with Yanna.

"W-What are you d-doing here?" I stuttered.

"What's wrong? Are you avoiding me? Why?" he asked softly, obviously confused by my behavior.

"Ask yourself Thyro, did you d-do something to me to avoid you?" I asked again. He was stunned by what I said, he swallowed based on the rise and fall of his Adams apple.

He tried to touch me but I shook his hand. "I... I'm sorry, let me explain—" My eyes blurred, tears were about to fall that I had been holding back.

"S-Sorry? E-Explain? What f-for? Y-You know you're like brother RJ too?! L-Liar! Man--fool! Tell me Thyro, why are you lying to me? Why do you make me look like a fool? You feed me your lies!" I promise, I couldn't stop the tears that kept falling from my eyes.

"W-Why did you l-lying to me? It's g-good to see you believe your lie? Tell me Thyro—"

"I'm damn in love with you... t-that's why I'm lying to you, please I'll explain, just listen to me first!" he begged.

His face was full of emotion, his fists were slightly clenched, he tried to hold me again but I struggled in his grip, but he became firm and hugged me. My fists are clenched. It was as if my world stopped and only the two of us could move. Is he in love with me? He's lying again?!

"I-I don't believe to you a-anymore... Thyro! I-If you love me, why are you k-keep lying to me? I can't believe that p-person I'm slowly falling in love with you-show me and f-feed me lies, I don't know what to do... I'll trust you again!" I said sobbing, while trying to get out of his tight embrace on me.

"Shhh... I will accept your scolding, and you say bad things to me but please... L-let me explain, My Shasha. First I want you to know my reason why I lied to Yo," he said weakly and released me from him with a tight hug. He wiped the tears that fell from my eyes, his eyes were sluggish as if he was very tired.

"W-Who are you, Thyro Raven Madrigal?" I asked, he stopped wiping my tears and sighed.

He made me sit on the table, his chest was level with mine and I had to look up so that our eyes met. He let out a deep breath.

"I'm Thyro Raven Madrigal... I-I'm sorry if I lied to y-you, My Shasha I just don't want to-you'll lose me five more times—"

"W-What do you mean? F-Five times?" I asked confused. He smiled weakly and stroked my hair.

"I told you, I will tell you... we are friends, a childhood friend since we were children, I saw you in the playground in the park in your village, you were crying because your Mommy was not there and your birthday is tomorrow." I was confused.

"W-What are you saying? I-I can't understand you Thyro! What are you saying? I-I don't remember anything? And w-we used to be friends?!" I asked confused.

The situation got even more complicated, I don't know if I will believe him now that he has managed to lie to me, he will not hesitate to lie again.

"You're hit and run by an unknown car, you were hit hard and your head was hit so that you have a-amnesia, that you're in a coma for 3 m-months and when you wake up you don't remember anything, that's why you can't r-remember me." It's as if my brain doesn't want to accept what I heard, it's hard to believe what he's saying, how can he lie to me?

I don't know who to trust anymore. "H-How did you know that? Who told you?" I asked nervously.

But when he said I couldn't believe it, even h-him? He's lying to m-me? I shed my tears again. W-Why are they such a bunch of team liars? I can't b-believe, the person who thought there was nothing to hide from me was able to keep a secret from me?!

"Your Dad, Uncle Vladimir, I asked him because you can't remember me, and he feels that you got hit and run by an unknown car when you're 9 years old."

A-All the men who are close to me and I love are liars, why is my D-Dad lying to me? Either! I don't know if I will trust the people around me, cheaters, liars.

Now I'm thinking twice, was it right that I helped Dad in his company and married a fuckboy and playboy? I'm a fool, I'm a fool, I fooled the people around me! Shit this miserable life.