The system forces me to be the villain
By Matcha
Date: December 7, 2022
Ch. 97Same-sex


“I planned to give it to you but I criticized it, how hurt I am. It was the person I truly loved and wanted to give you what I thought was the most precious. That person treated me very coldly and fell in love with other people who didn't care about me. I only love that person unilaterally even though you know all my feelings. Did you see that I answered in detail?"
"It's also very full, but who did you say you want to give it to? I can't hear."
“I gave it to the one I love – Oriana Alice. You are just ignoring it.”
"You gave it to me?"
"Right. You are the princess I want to be with. I accept it is also accepting your feelings and thoughts?"
“There is no need to answer right now. You just take it, this is your heart and if you like me on the contrary or not, I don't care. I just know you are the one I love with all my heart.” The male lead put the small toy in Phedra Elizabeth's hand.
“I will accept your heart, but I can't give an exact answer right now. But to me... You are like a friend... A very close friend... Always by my side when I need it."
"The answer isn't what I want to hear, but it's better than nothing in my heart."
“So what should I do if I want to get this snowball?”
“Do you like it that much?”
"Don't you think it's pretty?"
“It is not only beautiful but also very sad. The story inside it is really sad. Make others feel pity.”
"What's wrong? Not only is it a small item, but it also contains a big injustice.”
“That said, it's not just a sad love story. Do you want to hear it?”
“But it's not convenient here… Or should we go back to the hotel?”
"It's okay... It doesn't matter... You just sit here for a while... I'll tell you. But do you know why it took President Mark and Young Master Lac more than 20 years to get together?"
"Maybe they don't understand each other enough and don't care enough about each other?"
"Not. Part of it is because their thoughts are too far away to have a point of intersection. Part of it comes from themselves. What I admire most about President Mark is that he is decisive and is not afraid of anyone's judgment, so just do it without caring about people's tongues."
“Why are you praising him like that? No one said anything about President Mark, right?"
"I didn't know that homosexuality had hundreds of thousands of hardships and young Master Lac himself couldn't accept it at that time."
“Like the same sex? It's a man and a woman in the picture?" 
"What do you look like?" Duncan Hiddleston laughed.
“But…” Phedra Elizabeth felt confused.
“It was two men. The person sitting on the left has white skin, big eyes, and a high nose bridge, and the person sitting next to them has dark skin and is somewhat larger. You misunderstood." Duncan Hiddleston laughed nonstop.
"Why is it so popular now?"
“I don't say that. They love each other is to following the heart no matter what gender, they also love. Not prosperous."
Phedra Elizabeth became more and more confused, her mind spinning like a pinwheel.
“Then, later on, you will understand that loving someone is not based on beauty nor based on gender or religion but feelings. Although they have many shortcomings, once I love that person, love them a lot, in my eyes, they are perfect and I don't want anyone to look down on or hurt them." Duncan Hiddleston patted Phedra Elizabeth's head.
“Perhaps I am a bit extreme.”
“Let's not talk about young Master Lac and President Mark anymore. I will tell their stories to you.”
“Another same-sex love story?”
"Right."
“If you think about that time, it must have been full of pain and sorrow.”
"You're really smart."
"But that's something I don't want to think about. I can't just accept a love that is merely two people of the same sex falling in love. I want to fight back, but I'm afraid of going beyond the boundaries where I can operate." Phedra Elizabeth lowered her head, Phedra Elizabeth stared at the white tiles with a thoughtful expression that didn't notice the male lead touching the top of Phedra Elizabeth's head.
“You are convincing yourself to accept it. That is very difficult. Let's fight it. I will help you explain the absurdities of love.”
“But it is clear that nature does not approve of homosexual love. Why are there always unusual things in this world?” Phedra Elizabeth was angry and protested unconditionally.
“May I ask you to dance to a song?” Duncan Hiddleston extended his hand and invited Phedra Elizabeth.
Phedra Elizabeth also did not think much about the action that Phedra Elizabeth accepted Duncan Hiddleston's suggestion. Phedra Elizabeth took Duncan Hiddleston's hand. As soon as Phedra Elizabeth touched Duncan Hiddleston with a finger, Phedra Elizabeth was like a wind-driven by something invisible. The music that is played makes everything soft and extremely deep. Duncan Hiddleston used a gentle gaze toward Phedra Elizabeth. Phedra Elizabeth was completely immersed in those eyes. But still unable to forget the anger, Phedra Elizabeth used force to squeeze Duncan Hiddleston's hand but was still treated gently by Duncan Hiddleston.
"This is Love. There will be no prohibition that can stop them. If you truly love someone, simply go ahead despite all obstacles. My uncle used to say so. Until now, my uncle was always in a situation that was not approved by both family and society. My uncle resisted everything to go to that person. Fortunately, the other side of the uncle that I like has also not let go of my uncle's hand."
"I don't want to hear such nonsense." Phedra Elizabeth began to protest fiercely. Phedra Elizabeth stepped on Duncan Hiddleston's leg with her foot.
“Their love scene is similar to the stars, sparkling and always looking towards each other. I used to think homosexuality would lead to good results."



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