Chapter 29: He's awakened and I'm a good liar
I wait for almost 1 week his still unconscious. I don't know if I need to call a doctor, but still I'm afraid what if someone know him. Even a doctor, once he know he's not my real relatives he will suspect me as terrorist.

"Raul, are you think we need a doctor?". I asked

"No need I think he's fine. He need a care. Don't worry I will take care about changing his cloth." he said.

"What if you're not here?". I asked.

He looked at me with teasing look.

"Well, just change his cloth without looking on him." He said.

"What?? Please don't leave just stay here until he's awake." I said.

I never saw a man body. Even my ex boyfriend. I never saw they bodies. 'Cause I never give a fuck. We know what right and I always say to them I will never give my virginity unless we are husband and wife. They agreed, but sometimes this is the reason too why we broke up. And they said I always act hard to get. But I told them this is the only gift I can gave to my future husband and I told them 'NO MARRIED, NO ENTRY TO GET MY BODY'. Kissed, hugs, holding hands and touching or licking is allowed but only in this stage. But if you talk about have a sex with my opposite I always remind them we will break up immediately if they try to do that. For now I already had '49 Ex Boyfriend' it's true. I try to be a good girlfriend, but I know I never fulfill what they want in bed. I don't remember how many times I get broke first because I tell them I hate to go in bed.

Raul left now. I'm looking on man beautiful face. He's brows so thick, lips so red. He had masculine body but I bet he don't have abs. But he still look manly. He's my type. But I stop myself, I know I will be teased every time I look on his body.

"I know you still unconscious, but I'm sorry if I always fantasizing your body hmmm. I'm so devastating, I'm suffering being caring and thoughtful. I know nothing wrong about that. But being caring about myself and virginity is the reason why men left me." I looked on him he's still unconscious.

"But you know what hurt most. They break up with me because they think I'm a transgender. Yes! They think about it. Can you saw me atleast 1 sec if I looked like a gay. It's a hurt for my ego. Because mom gave a birth and I exists as a girl baby. But now my exes thought I'm not a real woman and done transplant, and surgery change my appearance, sometimes they asked how much my cosmetics surgery. And they down me because I'm beautiful." I said to him. He's still unconscious and nothing gonna change on him even if I told him my history as a person.

"Life is full of unfair situation. If you're ugly your thinking why are you ugly, then if you're beautiful, you're asking why you're so beautiful you hope that you're not beautiful because people judged you." I said.

"I hope people appreciate me. And be thankful for the good things I've done to them. And I hope someday you won't leave me. We're still became a friend if ever you leave us." I said

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4 months later. He's still unconscious and nothing changed on his beautiful face even if he's sleeping for a long time he's still look healthy. Raul not here and he said I am going to change his cloth.

"Please forgive me if I accidentally saw you're body. You need to change cloth, I will try not to look on your upper body." I said and start to removed his cloth.

I'm done removed his shirt. Now I'm removing he's short. Now he's wearing only underwear. I saw something on it. I can't look on for so long. I know it is a sin, I stop fantasizing and start to take him bath. I need to removed his underwear. I'm not looking on him.

"God forgive me." accidentally my hand slide on his middle.

"I don't know what do you thinking this time but it really teasing me. It is so hot baby." I said while I'm looking on it. I look on his faced and I'm so hot that time. He's awake..

"Oh I'm sorry, it is not my intention. I'm just going to change your cloth." I said.

He's looking at me. He's eyes so lunatics. He's still unconscious even if he's awake.

"I'm sorry dear this is not my intention I want you to became clean and healthy. I just want to care of you...." But my line was not finished.

What happened? Why he kissed me. I'm so hot.

"Obviously, you're my wife. But who I am. I can't remember anything. You're take care of me and changed my cloth so I think you're my wife." he said.

He's voice so husky and soft. I was so shock because he lift me up and start kissing me. But why? Oh no what if he's a rapist. Wait I enjoyed his kiss.

"Your name is Cassidy. And yes you're right, I am Vexana you're wife." I said. I lied but I enjoy the moment that he was looking at me.

"Do we have babies?". He asked.

"We don't have because we got married last month. All of our papers in Czechoslovakia and your siblings already died yesterday something happen to you and your two siblings." I said .

"Siblings? I don't remember them." he said.

We sat on my bed and his hugging me. I think he's thinking something.

"What if we go to my siblings?". He said.

We go there and nothing name on it 'caused we buried on the tree.

"They don't have a name." he said.

"We don't attached name it is your will before you became unconscious. " I said.

I'm a good liar.

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