LOVE AND REGRETS
By BlackVenomInk
Date: June 2, 2022
Ch. 1Chapter 1


It's just a normal day for me, what is there on the first day of school? Why are others so excited when I feel like nothing and I don’t feel any excitement?
It's just repeated. Same way, same school. same classmates, same car, same friends. There is no task that can satisfy me but to bully a schoolmate.
"Hey, Gah, you look bored again," commented the Englishman Kiko. He never gets a response from me.
"You're not used to it, Gah," Arby said and then he chuckled.
"What else can be expected from this one? It will definitely look for victims now." They filled my car with their voice as they laughed at each other.
I turned to Kiko for a reason to stop laughing. In our barracks, Kiko is the kwela, he is half Chinese and half Filipino, the only thing that annoys him is that his mouth has no brakes and sometimes he even speaks English.
"Come on you two I'm not happy," I moaned to them. Their laughter filled the interior of my car again as I remained silent while grinning in annoyance.
We arrived at the parking lot of the school with only the two of them shouting.
"Gah, I'm scared our boy is in silence," Kiko whispered to Arby but I heard it. I know he meant it to make me angry.
"Shhh. He's observing, trust me, later on, he has chosen victim," Arby's whispered, too. I just kept walking and let them follow me and they would talk to me two. I could hear the screams of some women who liked the three of us. So I'm not excited because it will happen again for the whole school year.
At the same time, the students in the middle of the hallway split up.
"They're really beautiful creatures."
"Yes, Sis. It's bad that if I'm going to be that jowa, I'm going to make a big fuss or I'll be the first to get hurt." I winced at what someone said that was too vulgar.
"Kyaaaah. Arby, I love you ..."
"Kiko, I love you! You gave birth to me."
"Minato Maro, love you," some women also shouted. I looked at the woman who shouted from the right even though I wasn't sure that's where I heard it.
I gave them sharp looks reason to calm them down. Then we continued walking anyway. We parted ways in fear that someone would collide with me and become my victim.
Not far away, I noticed a blonde -haired woman. Even though it was far away I could see its large round -shaped earrings and the pout on its red lips and smile.
Until the three of us got closer he didn’t lose his smiles.
"Hello, Babe," he greeted me. "Good Morning," he added.
"What's the good in the morning?" I seriously question.
"Akira, don't mind him, it was already beast mode," Arby said.
"I'm sorry, but I hope these will help you change the mood. Mr. Beast," he said flirtatiously and then smiled, I just looked at him reluctantly, until I felt him kiss my neck to my ear up to my cheek.
I stiffened in my stance. I immediately grabbed his arm and then pushed him without vigor.
"Stop this! From now on don't come near me. From now on don't show me," I scolded him.
She was embarrassed looking around. Many students were around us, watching the scene I made.
"Maro," his voice growled.
"I don't want to see your face anymore. You're a big caterpillar. You don't even see that I'm just using you, but of course you're lucky, because I'm so handsome"
"Maro, that's enough," Kiko begged me.
"No!" I say emphatically.
"That's just right for you, Akira It's just right that you should be embarrassed, let's just say I really wanted you at first but recently I found out what you're doing. Enjoy your costumers," I scolded him. around the rumor.
Akira looked at me and his tears finally fell along with his eye liner. I raised an eyebrow at him.
“Good luck, Akira. You tasted a Minato Maro that is everyone's fantasy, ”I teased him. He got up quickly and then ran.
When he left, I walked away as if nothing had happened. We went straight to the Canteen who ordered something to eat. The two struggled to clear the group of men sitting in our seat. If I hadn't came they wouldn't have left.
"Gah, do you have a problem? You seem to be doing too much to Akira," Kiko asked hesitantly.
"What's too much? That's all too much? When I bully you don't tell me when I'm like that then you become like that." I looked at the two of them who were also looking at me seriously.
"Akira's!" said Arby emphatically.
"As for you, I don't care about that anymore, even if you do it every day, you won't complain," I said directly.
"That's not what I want to hear," Arby said softly as if holding back annoyance.
"What should I do? Should you hear the story of how he moaned? Okay, that's how it is ---"
"Stop!" he said emphatically.
"Just shut up if you don't want to get an answer that doesn't suit what you want to know." After I said that, they never shaved again. They talk as if I don't exist maybe they know I'm dating them badly now.
This is what I don't want with myself, everyone, including my friends, and I have no regrets for what I said or what I did. I just kept eating but couldn’t get my mind off what happened at home before I entered.
"Maro, stop your bullying, when a report reaches me that you have been raped. I myself will take you off campus and I will never give you more shares just to cover up. the things you do. My share is the only reason to go to that school. That's all you have, "Papa said insultingly.
"Fck!" I shouted to the surprise of the two. I frowned as I looked around at the students inside the canteen and every time I looked at them they would immediately bow down and continue eating. I wiped my face in extreme annoyance.
"It's been said that it's a problem," Kiko said, shaking his head
"What happened before you left?" Arby asked seriously.
"Psh!" I didn’t answer them at first and just looked at them as if checking whether or not I would tell them both what happened at home.
It's not bad for these two to advise me, I know when it comes to this situation they are both serious and they are ready to give me advice.
I told them everything that happened at home and they figured out why I was doing this now.
I was disgusted not because of what Dad said, but to myself that I couldn’t control how I felt, I felt it was a pain of my body. I get angry quickly, my head heats up quickly and I will seduce anyone until I get bored.
"I think you should stop bullying," said Arby.
"It's because it's hard for you to control yourself. Sometimes it's annoying, you enjoy drifting in the river," Kiko blamed me. I looked at him wickedly to make him shut up.
They’re right, I send too much of my feelings as long as when I trip, I really trip. I will not stop until I feel sorry or tired or he does not leave the school I attend.
I didn't know I had a brain or body disease. All I can remember is that it started when I was in grade seven since my twin Maoru died and also since then, my parents have lost time with me.
I think what I'm doing is for them to notice me. It's funny when they get to Dean's office because of my bullying but when there is no normal occasion, last meeting and recognition, especially in high school I don't remember them attending.
Wealthy but sad! Well, that's life.
"You know, Maro, good luck to you when you meet your karma," Kiko said.
"You're crazy, maybe you've been in that pain ever since you had a car accident," Arby added.
"Silly! I wish I had seen it on the CT scan," I scolded the two of them. We heard the sound of the bell so the students immediately stood up here in the canteen with us to go to our respective rooms.
I felt relieved when I told them what had happened. My temper also decreased because of the two of them. Also, maybe I'm just hungry because I haven't had a good breakfast before. There was no other breakfast in the house but Dad's sermon.
We continued to walk in the hallway with the students. The two of us on my side were fighting again but I didn't disobey them anymore. With the amount of students and we were a bit busy while walking.
"What are these students, don't they know what they're up to?" I said emphatically that's why those who heard turned to me and when they realized a Minato Maro was speaking they gave me the path as if I were a king in a novel.
The others were dragged by the companion just to give us way. We just continued walking and unexpectedly, a woman hurriedly walked to meet us. His head was bowed and no one knew if he would meet anyone or not. Unfortunately, it hit me. The books he was carrying fell to the floor.
"Hala," he said. He immediately picked up the books he was carrying. I felt my blood rise again and felt irritated. I follow him with my gaze as he picks up the book that has been thrown away.

Can’t forgive the whispers around because of what they see. I didn't even speak because my attention was only focused on the woman who bumped into me.
"Dead!"
"Good luck to Ate,"
"He mistakenly hit a Minato Maro,"
I kept my expression while looking at him. When he finished picking up the books he turned to me.
"S-sorry, I didn't mean I was in too much of a hurry, sorry," he gently apologized.
The thickness of his glasses and his clothes were visibly old.
No doubt I pushed him and pushed his book away so I spread it on the floor again. He was shocked at what I did. He even adjusted his mirror.
"Hey, that hurts,"
"The strength of his defeat."
"What the!"
"Maro, that's a girl," Arby shouted.
I turned to Arby's habit and looked at him wickedly. "What if it's a girl?" I scolded him. I rolled my eyes and all the attention was on us.
"Maro, that's enough," Kiko begged me when he got close to me. I turned my gaze to him. He grabbed my arm but I immediately patted his hand. I moved away from Kiko slightly. I stood up straight and looked at him before observing the curious students.
"Y'all! Go to your respective rooms or else you'll be the next to her," I shouted.
"NOW!" I shouted again causing them all to act and there were only four of us left. there are a few who pass by and look at it but it doesn't try to last long.
I approached the woman picking up her book again. I bent down and touched his face and violently lifted it so he could look at me.
"Next time you'll look at what you're going through, not the one you're in a hurry because you might not know that you're going to collide with a Minato Maro," I said emphatically in front of his face.
She is blushing and you can see the nervousness in her eyes. The corner of her eye was also red as if holding back tears.
"Maro, that's enough," Arby begged me.
"Dude!" and Kiko.
I ignored them. I don’t let go of the face of the woman who ran into me. It was already blushing because of my grip.
"I-I'm sorry, ah. I-why are you still pushing me?" he asked tearfully.
"Don't you know me? Newbie? Well, Miss, you have messed with the wrong person," I grinned. I let go of his face and stood up straight. He looked at me as if remembering my face.
"Be ready, Miss. You'll be the next," I said. After I said that I bent down again and grabbed the mirror from him and I immediately stepped on it causing the three of them to shout.
"That's too much, Maro," Arby said. I just looked at him with disgust and then I turned away. I walked as if I had done nothing the ones I encountered were automatically sidelined and couldn’t look at me.
I felt someone follow me but he had only one presence. It looks like my good friend Arby is to the rescue again.



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