The Fear
By Yasso
Date: January 5, 2022
Ch. 11


My life has become a dark room and annoying sounds

and frightful things that make me live in terror,

My house is full of garlic and incantations, thinking they'll disappear from my sight and never see them again,

Every second a ghost appears to me with a scary face with red eyes

His face full of disgusting wrinkles, his nose plucked and his mouth
full of blood,

After I saw him, I closed my eyes with one hand and my mouth with the other hand, until I suppressed my screams that were rising inside me.

A scream full of fear, a scream full of endless pain maybe you

You think I'm a crazy girl like the others who just left me

For fear of hurting them, I was a normal person like all humans, but

On that fateful day, something happened

Something made me startled, awe, frightened, emotional
mixed shook my being,

Then I realized that this was my destiny, my destiny to live with ghosts, to live in darkness as a bat, to live apart from the world, to live as a body without a soul,

When I wander by myself for a moment and go back to the past to greet

This dead heart, bring back those memories of me, bring back the greatest thing that I lost and lost in my life

I've had a wonderful life with him by my side and someone who cares about me and is afraid of me and protects me too.

Really, it was a moment full of happiness, I've been living it

Day after day near him But where is he now He left me in this fearful world and left,

He left without saying goodbye, he left and took my happiness, my joy, my dreams, everything with him,

I became afraid of everything, even my shadow, and every time I saw it I remembered the ugliness of that day...

February 6, 2014
A faint sound comes from the end of that dark road looming over the place

It's raining heavily. The man who was sitting on the sidewalk stands up

To walk step by step and then disappear towards the light, where they appear

She is from the same place, carrying a wallet on her back, and walking

lightly, her long hair

Brown shakes after being wet by rain, she just didn't care about it

She continued her walk, trying to look at the sky, trying to see a meteor

He passes from there so that you can make a wish, but unfortunately the small drops of water obscure the view….

yuri pov

I walked into the house drenched from the rain outside,

I stood at the door and called out to my mom, "Oh, you're back."

She came close to me, groping my wet hair with a worried expression

"Yuri, why are you so wet? Come with me, you will catch a cold.”

She took me to the bathroom to get a towel and start drying my hair, muttering wearily

"Didn't you use an umbrella? I put it in your school bag.”

“No,” I replied with a hint of innocence, “but the wind destroyed her.”

Don't believe it, it was a lie I made up honestly I'm a girl in love

For the rain and the romantic atmosphere, although I do not have a lover, I walk in the rain with great happiness,

My mother looked at me with a strange look that I can't describe, "The wind or were you living in one of the scenes of the drama?"

It has been revealed to me that my mother is a clever person,

She planted a mischievous smile, "Huh, you understand me, ummah."

“Yeah, I was your age once and I had the same

Dreams, to find the knight of my dreams and walk with him in the rain,

This is the age of eighteen, my daughter, it is full of dreams, but

When this age disappears and rises to the age of twenty, that begins

Dreams fade little by little like dust.”

When I heard what she said, I realized that it was 100% true

Man did not have a dream to draw his goals and his future for him

It will surely be a boring life,

I nodded my head to answer her with a semi-sad face, "He nodded with your words, you made me depressed and sad."

She smiled as she warmly placed her hand on my cheek, "Nothing in this life is worth being sad about."

I frowned and answered, "Yeah there."

She nodded her head in exasperation, “What!? “

I hugged her tenderly as I pronounced these words

Not having you by my side, only your voice gives me energy and warmth

Which makes me complete my day with happiness and fun.”

She patted my back, which made me feel her warmth from the heart as she said tenderly

"Don't worry, I'll be with you for the rest of your life."

I suddenly pulled away from her lap, attracting the smell of my favorite food to ask her in amazement

“Umm, is that the smell of rice with eggs, did you really make it?”

“Yeah, I made it for you.”

I didn't feel myself until I jumped so happy that the towel fell from my head

“Kumawa, you are the best mother in the world.”

“I know, go upstairs, change your clothes, and go downstairs for soup.”

tomorrow morning

Chanyeol pov

Ah shit, what life do I lead, I'm really so tired, my body is almost

To be smashed to pieces, every training day how long will this last

And being launched by this stupid company I'm sick of this

Training that lasted about a year Am I bad at dancing that much

Manager hyung, can we buy some coffee? “

That's what that fool said, I was counting seconds

To get home, I want to stretch out my body and sleep, but here he is obstructing our way with his stupid requests,

He turned to manager hyung, "Hyung, let's just go home, please."

The idiot Becky interrupted me again, “Anyaa, I want some coffee first please, hyung manager, you promise me, remember?” “



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